Page 218: The Secret Doctrine of The Rosicrucian's by Magus Incognito
As life is largely dependent on the photosynthesis of solar energy. Within ancient anatomism, mankind was often portrayed as an upturned tree or flower. Where the ascension of minerals through the flower's root system nourishes its leaves and branches, the spinal stem descends downwards to nourish the arms, legs, and bodily organs.
“Man’s physical-astral-causal body is like an upturned tree, with roots in the hair and brain, and in astral rays from the thousand-petaled lotus, and in causal thought emanations which are nourished by cosmic consciousness. The trunk of the tree of life in man is the physical-astral-causal spine. The branches of this tree are the physical nervous system, the astral nadis (channels or rays of life force), and thought emanations of the magnetic causal body. The hair, cranial nerves, medulla, cerebral astral rays, and causal thought emanations are antennae that draw from the ether life force and cosmic consciousness. Thus is man nourished not only by physical food, but by God’s cosmic energy and His underlying cosmic consciousness. God Talks with Arjuna by Paramahansa Yogananda,: The Bhagavad Gita: Royal Science of God-Realization pages. 788-789
In turn, the solar cycle has a modulating effect on the electromagnetic spectrum. The low frequency electromagnetic waves of the earths Schumann resonance manifesting themselves between the resonance chamber of the earth and the ionosphere. Creating a set of frequencies with an average base of 7.8 hz, and harmonics of approximately 14 Hz, 20 Hz, 26 Hz, 32 Hz... rhythms that appear to correspond with human gamma, theta, beta, (etc etc) brainwaves - the earth expressing the same natural resonance as the human brain.
From magneto sensing cryptochrome proteins (which also help to control our body clocks) to magnetite crystals/particles - we are bio-magnetic entities. Much like the earth's magnetosphere, each human body is perceived to be cocooned within a magnetic energy field/waveform whose sustenance is integral to health and well being. Within healthy individuals the electromagnetic energy field was considered as a protective layer that heals the body and protects it from illness and infection.
The earth's invisible shield blocks killer electrons and can be found on the outer edge of the magnetosphere at approx (keep a note of the number) 7,200 miles in height.
Like every aspect of our being, in order to maintain its optimum, the field needs to be nourished - a key element within this sustenance pertains to maintaining a healthy moral compass and a positive state of mind. Once we stepped outside the laws of God, nature, and morality, it was perceived that we damage our magnetic flow and by virtue our physical and psychological health . Our thoughts and actions creating an innumerable array of reactions. Conversely, if the field is maintained we are protected from negative influences - hence why we live in a world of externally manufactured vice, fear, and anxiety.
This body is called the Field, because a man sows seeds of action in it, and reaps their fruits. Wise man say that the Knower of the Field is he who watches what takes place within this body. “The Field and its Knower,” Bhagavad-Gita
Whoever has will be given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what they have will be taken from them. Mathew 13:12
Those who are able to read it, will concur that the heart resonates the truth.
Our acts modify our magnetic respiration (or magnetic radiation) in such a way that a seer can say, when approaching a person for the first time, if that person is innocent or guilty, and what their virtues or their crimes are. Eliphas Levi.
Fear, mood, greed, lack of empathy, anxiety, infidelity, resentment, arrogance, narcissism, and gluttony, erode our defenses, drain our vitality, impede regeneration, cultivate disease, and shorten life expectancy. Indeed, it shouldn't come as too much of a surprise that a society of antinomianism and social Darwinism - where pride, lust, envy, and greed become the positive social values that underpin the foundations of economic enterprise - is one that was built (hardwired) to fail.
When all is said and done, will the meek inherit the earth?
-Matthew 5:3-11
Continuing; human cells are specialised to conduct electrical currents, whilst the elements of the body (i.e potassium , magnesium, sodium etc) contain a specific electrical charge. The vast majority of our cells use these charged elements to generate electricity, the cell membrane enabling the cell to generate electrical currents. Resting cells have a negative charge in their interior, whilst the exterior environment is positively charged. Within a stimulated cell, the interior becomes positively charged, which in turn generates currents that create electrical impulses. Disruption to the bodies electrical currents leading to serious illness.
An electrical charge in motion creates a magnetic field. Conversely, a changing magnetic field generates an electric current.
To the student of esoteric knowledge, electricity is believed to be the (sensory) invisible lifeblood of the universe. A force that is sometimes referred to as intelligent Electricity (spelt with a capital E to distinguish from it's terrestrial counterpart) or the universal magic agent of the Magus. As the seven prime energies of magnetism, heat, sound, cohesion, light and inertia form a singular cosmic entity, inwardly, we can also consider the seven Chakras of the human body.
As above; the sun = fire, the moon = water, sun radiating out = male, the moon as a magnetic attractor = female. Electromagnetic energy increases when the sun and the moon are aligned, this occurs when the moon reaches a new moon stage and the two rise and set together. Conversely, shaped by solar winds, the earth's electromagnetic field stretches out into what is known as a magnetotail. Each month, during its full moon phase, the moon passes through the magnetotail and becomes negatively charged. For better and worse, it's fluctuating electromagnetic resonance influences the earth's electromagnetic field through a sophisticated feedback process.
The word lunacy is derived from the Roman moon goddess Luna.
As below; when our right/left brain hemispheres are balanced/synchronised it corresponds with beneficial changes in hemispheric blood flow and electro-chemistry. The left (oft referred to as the masculine) brain hemisphere is historically equated with science and logic, the right (feminine) associated with empathy and creativity. When both hemispheres are balanced, the reciprocal intelligence of creativity and intellect are manifested. We can perhaps consider a battery that requires both polarities to operate correctly. Indeed, to the ancient anatomists the dual lobes of the brains cerebrum were known as Cain and Abel, in this instance Cain is equated with the curse of imbalance.
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The Gateway Experience
Through the power of will, the ability to access and synchronise the mind with a divine state of awareness was central to many schools of anatomy. The above and below (pun intended) are taken from a 1983 CIA document, that was approved for release in 2003. Whilst it has since been "declassified, " the information contained within relates to the patented Hemi-sync project of Robert Monroe. The work of the Monroe Institute has always resided in the realm of public knowledge, and Monroe even wrote a trilogy of books relating to his experiences.
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Simplistically, the gateway process uses sound to manipulate brainwaves, enabling the individual to surmount the limitations of spacetime and enter a state of absolute awareness. In essence, if an individual hears a sound which emulates an aspect of human brain activity (theta/delta etc), the mind will attempt to mimic the frequency pattern by adjusting it's brainwaves. As these barely audible sounds contain a left and right ear differential of 10 hz, rather than focus on one sound or the other, the brain selects the difference between them and in the process creates a coherence between the left and the right hemispheres.
This process places the body in such a deeply relaxed state that it has been compared to transcendental meditation. The relaxed resonance of the human heart reaching the fluid layer surrounding the brain and setting up a rhythmic pattern. The body and the mind now operating as a tuned vibrational system, transferring energy (within a range of 6.8 and 7.5 hz) into the aforementioned ionospheric cavity. A perceived transient escape from the limitations of a material reality - where consciousness is filtered down through light - particles, and bound within the processes of atoms and molecules.
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Interestingly, we can find the manipulation of sound frequency within ancient monuments such as Hal Saflieni in Malta, the Maltese Hypogeum which produces a double resonance frequency of 70Hz and 114Hz. The hypogeum is an ancient underground complex that houses the oracle room which has a fabled reputation for sound acoustics and resonances. Because the room stores certain resonant frequencies it enables the production of large amplitude oscillations. Laboratory testing has shown that exposure to these associated resonant frequencies can have a physical effect on human brain activity and perception.
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Dr. Paolo Debertolis reported on tests conducted at the Clinical Neurophysiology Unit at the University of Trieste in Italy. He stated that “each volunteer has their own individual frequency of activation, always between 90 and 120 hz. Those volunteers with a frontal lobe prevalence during the testing received ideas and thoughts similar to what happens during meditation, whilst those with occipital lobe prevalence visualized images." He also stated that: "Ancient populations were able to obtain different states of consciousness without the use of drugs or other chemical substances."
It appears that the rooms builders knew how to utilise architectural techniques to boost these resonances. Indeed Glenn Kreisberg, a radio frequency spectrum engineer that researched the room, commented that "The Oracle Chamber ceiling, especially near its entrance from the outer area, and the elongated inner chamber itself, appears to be intentionally carved into the form of a wave guide."
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The Cycle
The writings of the ancient Chinese display the belief that in order to maintain optimum health, mankind requires two environmental signals, the masculine Yang (above) and the feminine Yin (below). These observations appear to correspond with scientific interpretations of the Schumann resonance. The Yang (above) are the waves that surround our planet and the Yin (below) the geomagnetic waves that emanate from within the earth - both of which appear to have a mutalistic relationship with with human biology and psychology.
However, a growing body of research strongly suggests that solar and magnetic influences affect a wide range of human health and behavioral processes with the cardiovascular and nervous systems being the most clearly affected. Source
As the Schumann resonance mind synchronisation stabilises your brainwave activity. Consider an ELF modulated, radiating signal that is born of earthly and ionospheric energy resonances and cyclical solar synergies that symbiotically commune with our brain's diurnal and ELF rhythms. Resonantly absorbed by the mind, these fluctuations drive alterations to our serotonin and melatonin balance. In turn, correlating and manifesting as variances in human health, psychology, and cognitive awareness.
Increased airborne concentrations of negative ions enhance an alert and positive state of mind, whilst positive ions can augment states of lethargy and depression. Many of these facts are acknowledged within psychological warfare. Taken from the paper "From Psyop-To Mind War", the below is written by the US armies 7th Psychological Operations department's psychological warfare operative and Satanist, Major Michael Aquino.
I also pause to consider the ramifications of the polluted electromagnetic soup we're being saturated with. Indeed, whilst modern biology focuses on the physical whilst refusing to entertain the concept of a physically animating life-force, I offer the possibility that we're being targeted at a level we can neither detect nor (broadly) comprehend.
Mind War
Mind War
As eras of weakened or enhanced solar cycles become an overture to fluctuations within the Schumann resonance. These natural rhythms and energetic waves create a modulating effect on human health, cancer rates, mortality, and I contend cognition and conscious awareness. We are looking at a system of causal correlations between vibration, radiant energy, solar activity, human health, psychology, and potentially seismic activity, all of which appear to be synchronised with the earth's relationship with the universe's planetary bodies.
Dr Valerie Hunt (former professor of psychology at UCLA) stated that; “subtle changes in the earth’s electromagnetic field can dramatically alter the mental capacity, cognition and the perceptual awareness of humanity.” Equally as stated by physicist Dr Armi Goswami “consciousness prefers light”. From this perspective, it's certainly interesting that we are observing the concept of geoengineering (including world economic forum attempts at creating a solar shield) being brought into the realms of public awareness.
At a psychological level, it doesn't mean that people are akin to puppets dancing to the tune of every oscillating fluctuation, and on the micro scale they're fairly subtle. Equally, even within moderate cycles of change, as people shed the skins of the old, they can become more malleable and predisposed to the seeds of external influences, and new ideas. Which is a big problem if the parasite classes are selectively sewing them.
Are you awake or dreaming someone else's reality? Certainly, there is a world of difference between waking up and being awoken. The ubiquitous "great awakening" alluding to the fundamental rinse repeat nature of the doctrine. In this instance, I'd say that the term revelation is a better descriptor. From this perspective, everything is already being revealed - alas, in the age of information it's akin to a cognitive mind-field. By introducing primed principles and authoritatively echoed structures to hold onto, this is a state of confusion that could be capitalised upon.
To my mind, we either reclaim the validity of intuitive awareness and self-responsibility, or we follow the leader into the premeditated merger of quantum entangled (kabbalistic) oneism, scientism, and mysticism. An age of totalitarian peace and homogeneity that juxtaposes and energises its narratives against the polarity of collapse, famine, and barbarity.
The Micro & The Macro
Whilst the precessional cycle of the planet is a bone of contention to certain individuals and demographics, I care not if you the think the earth is orbital, flat, or a simulation. The focus of this chapter being the (seemingly mathematically structured) cyclical nature of reality - the increasingly divisive interpretation of which speaks to the overarching nature of an age where the foundational principles that have bound social structures, are beginning to break down.
By observing the character of the changing months we can comprehend how oscillations in the electromagnetic spectrum form a symbiotic dance with every aspect of our being. With the passage of the seasons we can relate them to biological and psychological mind cycles, the seasons of the female reproductive cycle - that is synchronised with the 28 day lunar cycle. Onward into the seasons of our lives that culminate in the winter of our life force. Pause to consider a vast interlocking equation of macro-micro causality, galvanising interlocking epochs of decay and regeneration.
The essence of their control mechanism (ancient and modern) is that they seek to control the opposing principles of each polarity. The hope and the hate, the light and the darkness, the end and the new beginning, chaos as an overture to order.
At a base level, time is a measurement of change. Diving into the abyss of its intellectualised complexity whilst basking in the rays of its qualitative simplicity, I begin to consider, are we illustrating the bars of our prison cells? From guru to protege, are we all masters of shadows? Time is of the essence, but what is the essence of time? Are we liberated, or have we allowed ourselves to become incarcerated prisoners of the clock? Indeed, with time now equated with money and usury legitimised as a means of control, he who is able to collectively harness humanities creative and productive capacity, now has a means to shape the course of human history.
Every 72 years (7+2=9 remember that number) the great year shifts by one degree. The moon's gravitational pull on the earth creating an endless tidal cycle, that expands toward lunar month and spring tidal cycles, generational cycles, and beyond. The strongest lunar cycles appear to occur every 18 (diminishing every 9 years) 72 and 230 years, although they also expand far beyond this. These numbers can once again be broken down into the cyclical nature of the great year, one degree equating to 72 years - which equals four times an eighteen-year lunar cycle.
Manai-Jinja shrine in Japan.
Within these solar/lunar and gravtitational cycles the earth experiences cyclical pulses of warm and cold water. The micro cycles manifesting every nine years, the larger pulse cycles correlating with a one degree movement of precession/that sky calender. The last warm water pulse peaked around 1999 which ties into scientific analysis relating to the high tide mark of global warming and the subsequent pause. If you subtract 72 from 1999 you will get 1927, which was the era of the American dust bowl.
From the macro perspective the post-glacial warm period peaked approx (give or take a 1000 years) 7000 years ago and from then onwards the earth began a elongated period of cooling. Within this vast timescale, there are several periods of both warming and cooling, some of which can last hundreds of years. Within the macro cycle, grand solar minimums occur approx every 230 years, the last beginning around 1790.
Within this metric, the effects of the next grand minimum would start to be widely noticed around 2030. How this would correlate with global food production is worthy of speculation, but whilst we're transfixed by the age of constant distraction and the minutiae of the detail, it certainly appears as if our predator classes are preparing for something. This also appears to be synchronised with a technocratic restructure of global food production. Conversely, if we use this time period to rediscover the validity of self sustenance, we can turn a negative into a positive. If not, well you know how the story goes.
What goes around comes around, thus by relegating ourselves to cogs in the consumer chain and by relinquishing the last large scale vestiges of self-reliance in the pursuit of convenience, is the fall of humanity is simply a waiting game? Much like children waiting in line to be fed, have we been relegated to cogs in a machine that was built to break? Are the changes and trends we observe taking place not so much about the moment, but the reconstruction of tomorrow?
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The Milankovitch cycles derive their name from the Serbian astronomer and mathematician Milutin Milankovitch. The combination of these cycles can be observed through the cyclical nature of glaciation. Occurring over huge expanses of time, the three main cycles are eccentricity, axial tilt, and precession. Within this understanding, we are observing cycles within cycles within cycles, interlocking cogs driving one another and affecting the earth in a multitude of ways, including the aforementioned cyclical weather patterns, geomagnetic, and seismic cycles.
Of course, humanity experiences it's own social and civilisational cycles of decadence, corruption, war, and reformation. My contention being that the impending collapse of the old system is as much as anything else - an engineered consequence. One that has been weaponised; zodialogically and climatically synchronised.
It's About Time
At this moment in time we live in the vernal equinox, an astrological no man's land where the sun rises between Pisces and Aquarius. The bewitched twilight of a new dawn, the age of social and biological liminality, where the gravitational and electromagnetic influences of the waning age of Pisces overlap with the rising age of Aquarius.
Their distorted philosophy is intertwined with a scientific comprehension of the cyclical nature of the great year. The changes we're currently observing, the great reset, the restructuring of the social and financial orders, deliberately synchronised with the age of Aquarius. The world order they're constructing, and the (controlled/socially engineered) perceptual reality they're veritably disseminating, an indicative interpretation of when Saturn returns to rule over the astrological age of the Aquarian - i.e the next 2160 years.
As we can observe, death, rebirth, and awakening are aspects of their scientism, and factored equations of their control mechanism. All of which (if we follow the perceptual pied pipers) are illustrative of the narratives that have been chosen for us. True freedom speaks to the awareness of the moment and emancipation from the dialectic nature of the manipulation. Unfortunately, as we spin from right to left, left to right, dusk till dawn and dawn till night, I acknowledge that it's a method of control that is both highly pervasive and incredibly beguiling.
“There are years that ask questions and years that answer.” ZORA NEALE HURSTON
The inner recesses of astrotheology could be considered as an occultic science that deciphers how the primal forces of the macrocosm influence the microcosm. As the cycle turns, corresponding energies fluctuate - some lending themselves towards chaos and unpredictability, others towards balance, calm, revelation, action, or tranquility. Possessing a scientific comprehension of these fundamental principles (and their correspondence with time) points to a belief in the utilisation of alternating frequencies, as a means of manifesting an intended outcome.
Within physical ritual corresponding numbers may be exemplified by an associated action or event.
The Sefer Razi’el at its beginning gives directions for invoking the angels ‘that change according to the month, day and hour, and for using them for a peculiar purpose, such as prophecy’ or protection. Because astrological influences were also thought to be time-dependent, it is not difficult to see how the two magical traditions of astrology and cabala merged in the casting of sigils. - "Magic Coins’ and ‘Magic Squares’" by Ann Marie Roos : The Discovery of Astrological Sigils in the Oldenburg Letters - Notes and Records of the Royal Society (2008) 62, page 271–288. Citing Deborah E. Harkness's book - John Dee’s conversations with angels: cabala, alchemy, and the end of nature.
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Father Time
Wait for the vibrations to change, wait for the stars to align, wait to be saved, wait to be awakened, wait wait wait wait wait. What are we all waiting for? The only time is now, and now is the time to rise to the occasion. To weave together the tattered vestiges of our ragged glory.
The mere fact that Saturn was known as (Chronos/father time) points to a degree of knowledge that evaded the awareness of those that spoke of his myth. In the book Hamlet’s Mill: An Essay on Myth and the Frame of Time, scientific authors Giorgia de Santillana and Hertha von Dechend state:
“For some inexplicable reason, at some unknown date, it seems that certain archaic myths from all over the world were co-opted (no other word will really do) to serve as vehicles for a body of complex technical data concerning the precession of the equinoxes.”
Saturn has an esoteric connection to Karma (Karmic cycle). For the Christian Gnostic's Saturn's symbolism is equated with the demiurge - the fallen god of time and space. In a Saturnian context, time is considered as inertia, the momentum that drives cyclical repetition. Indeed, let's consider the manner in which Saturn could be considered the time keeper of the great year. The oribital precession of the zodiac in Saturnian years = 864. There are 86400 seconds in one 24hr rotation of the earth, 432,00 seconds of ascending light, 432,00 seconds of descending darkness.
Saturn, because it is at the greatest distance from the sun of all the visible planets, has the longest ‘year,’ taking a little less than 30 years to complete one circuit of the zodiac. This makes it the best precessional timekeeper of all the planets. Saturn completes one precessional Great Year of 25,920 years every 864 of its ‘years,’ a half cycle every 432 of its ‘years,’ a quarter cycle every 216 of its ‘years,’ and an eighth of a cycle every 108 of its ‘years.’ This equals (108 x 30) 3240 years or 45 degrees of precessional arc. Fulcanelli: Le Mystère des Cathédrales
One full day = 24 hours
24 hours X 60 minutes = 1,440 minutes
1,440 minutes X 60 seconds = 86,400 seconds
720 minutes X 60 seconds = 43,200 seconds
720 is also the number of degrees in an electrons full circuit (cycle).
The equinox falls upon a different constellation roughly every 2160 years, 12 constellations, 12 signs of the zodiac, 12 months of the calendar, 12 bodily inorganic mineral salts, 12 cranial nerves that correlate with the 12 signs of the zodiac, 12 DNA vector codes, 12 inches in a foot.
Twelve fundamental Salts exist which are governed by the twelve zodiacal signs. Illness appears when these twelve zodiacal Salts are not well balanced within our human organism. To synthesize, these twelve zodiacal Salts give a form of perfection to the twelve bodies that the inhabitants of the Mist of Fire use. The twelve zodiacal Salts convert the human being into a splendorous zodiac. The treatise of Sexual Alchemy by Samael Aun Weor.
Psychological morphogenesis and the Saturnian cycle
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7-14
14-21
21-28 repeat
In terms of the aforementioned karmic cycle; every 10,848 days (29.7 years) Saturn returns to the same place of orbit as the day you were born. Equating to what is known as the seven year cycle (seven year itch) - at the age of seven Saturn will be ninety degrees (oft associated with a square) through it's rotation of your star sign - an age that is equated with primary education. At the age of fourteen it reaches it's farthest point, approximately 180 degrees out of alignment with your sign - an age that is associated with both confusion and an evolving sense of self-hood.
90 degrees - 9 + 0 = 9
180 degrees - 1 + 8 = 9
270 degrees - 2 + 7 = 9
360 degrees - 3 + 6 = 9
At the age of 21 it it's orbit is 270 degrees out of phase - which equates to it being 90 degrees - but in the opposing direction - again, forming a square (associated with leverage) with your zodiacal sign - it is recognised as a time of personal development, the planting of seeds and the reaping of rewards. As we approach the age of 28 the cycle moves toward completion. The Saturnian return is characterised as a tumultuous period of emotional distress, paranoia, and social alienisation. The contraction of self-awareness, and a state of dissociative anxiety that is perceived prelude to a revelatory metamorphosis of awareness that many fall short of attaining.
Within a broader context; the macro cycles of Saturn were conceived to manifest themselves in the rise and fall of civilisation - within the process of death and rebirth, disassociation and the unification of contradiction. The decay of civilisation correlating with periods of decadence and corruption.
This is very creepy:
But as I read the rest, I asked myself "did man construct math to fit the heavens, or is math truly divine (for lack of a better word) and the heavens fit themselves to the math?
This suggests technology that is advanced beyond anything I could have imagined until now. Looking forward to the next installment!
Although mathmatical techniques are created - the underlying mathmatics are a discovery. These numbers can be found in a human heartbeat, the precessional movement of the earth, frequencies, the dimensions of the planets, sacred geometry, megaliths, and elemental matter. I think it was Keplar that discovered that when measured from the nearest and furthest points of the sun - the angles of the planets paralleled musical chords and intervals. The more you dig down into it, the more crazy it becomes. That said, like most people I'm not a practicing mathmatician so I'm trying to keep it as comprehensible as I possibly can. lol But by the time I've finished my series - which will incorporate some of these ideas, there will be some astonishing facts to consider. I think we're looking at an ancient science that has a profound comprehension relating to the nature of our reality - and as such are able to use certain laws and processes to their advantage.
I've been really busy so a little delayed adding the finishing touches to the second part - but it should be ready tomorrow.
Thanks for stopping by my friend - hope you're enjoying a lovely weekend. :)
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Excellent Piece!
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Thank you for the support my friend - really glad you appreciated it. :)
This is superb!!! To Chronos, Moloch, Baal, et.al., you can add Marduk. I've bookmarked this and I'd like to quote it in my book, with your permission of course.
Thanks for the kind words my friend - really glad you appreciated the effort. Loads more to come, and once I get back to my series I'll be adding lots of validation to the points I'm going to make. :)
Yes of course, I'm sure the book will go down a storm! I'm also writing a book - pretty much written it, just got to put it all together. :D
Thanks a lot. I need to work on some fiction for a bit until I start enjoying writing again. Then I can dig back into the book. I still have 3 chapters left to write.
Yes I know where you're coming from - lots of different things I want to write about - but I have limited time and only one set of hands. It'll all work itself out eventually. :)
I'm also 76 and not in very good shape
Sorry to hear that - I had hoped your health was in somewhat of a better place, you have such an inquisitive and youthful energy about you. We kind of missed each other of hive -but I always remember you talking about your dog - brought a tear to my eye. I'm a huge animal lover - as in I like them a lot, not specifically elephants. lol We rescue all kinds of waifs and strays - in fact, it's been really dry over here and the small pond I walk to everyday is drying up - hence I've been taking over bottles of water to try and save the tadpoles. :)
Bruno died last April. I still miss him, he was a very special friend. Now I have the squirrels to keep me company, they show up at lunch time. I have one that eats out of my hand.
Very sorry to hear that - my old boy died a couple of years back, like yourself I still miss him. They become such a huge part of our lives and then they're gone too soon. The older I get, the more I seem to prefer the company of animals over people.